The Flower Complex
[01.09.02] » by SilvyrWing
Sixty years
passed like the blink of an eye for me, and now I stood once more outside this
hallowed ground where everything began. I'd never been inside… the city life
just wasn't suited for one of my tastes… but as the days wore on, I had the
insatiable desire to explore it and add to the library of information that my
mind had become. I liked to learn, and liked to share my information with the
inhabitants of the canyon. This, however, was an experiment of sorts for me,
since I would be the first intelligent creature to even see the inside of
Midgar since Meteor, Holy, and the Lifestream had converged there.
"Wait
up, Nanaki!" The voice came from behind. "What's your hurry, huh?
Midgar ain't goin' anywhere."
"Grandmother…"
I replied, turning to slow my pace for her. It was easy to forget how frail and
slow humans could be at such a young age. She had to come, though. She had to
be there to see… for she was there at the beginning, too.
"None
of that grandmother stuff! I'm younger than you!" She smiled, running a
gloved hand through her short-cropped gray hair. Admittedly, she was still
strong despite the fact that she was nearing ninety human years, and she pulled
herself over the rocks we climbed with only a little difficulty. It pained me
to see her so aged, where not too long ago as my life goes, she had been full
of energy and spirit. Her red-wine eyes still gleamed with that spirit, even if
her body was reluctant to do the same.
"Tifa,
then," I corrected myself, also smiling. I couldn't help thinking that my
smile was, perhaps, sad. She was the last one, outliving Cloud for a year
already, and Many of the others for almost a decade. Never once did that sweet
smile waver, though, and for that, I was glad.
It was
quite a shock to both of us, after climbing over all the rubble and plant
matter, to learn that the Sector 5 gate was still sealed tight. A green bar of
light still glowed over the sealed door, which meant that the Mako reactors
inside were still functioning at some level. Amazing, though not amazing enough
to hide my disappointment. I started to turn from it and look for another way
in, but the base of the city was still solid, even if the top was completely
crushed. I pawed at a rock, defeated.
Tifa,
however, giggled. It was a pleasing sound, and gave me a bit of hope. I looked
up at her as she spoke. "Ah, I may be slower than you, but I thought
ahead, see? I have the cardkey." She inserted the shiny silver plate into
the slot next to the door, and it slid open, pouring a good amount of dust onto
both of us. "Cloud never threw anything away… perhaps that was one of his
better ideas."
I took a
step inside, anticipation overwhelming me. When the dust cleared… I saw perhaps
the most beautiful thing nature had ever created… The entire sector was encased
in a shell of diamond, which sparkled brilliantly in the afternoon sun. The
pressure from the Three Forces must have crushed the very city itself, even
before it was leveled. I couldn't quite explain it… but all the buildings were
perfectly preserved, only… diamond. Even the ground was transformed, and it was
almost as if we walked on glass. "This is incredible," I said,
breathing in the air. It was pure and clean.
Tifa looked
eastward, toward a crystalline steeple that rose in the distance. The air
itself was silent for several moments before she finally spoke, and in her
voice I detected an uncharacteristic melancholy. "Ah, sweet Aeris… What's
become of your garden?"
I bowed my
head, also remembering. Aeris was a wonderful human. I didn't even mind when
she scratched behind my ears. Though she had only been gone a short time for
me, it literally seemed like an eternity. "She is watching all of
us," I said.
Tifa
suddenly appeared to be ten times frailer than ever before, and she slumped to
the ground with a pitiful "oof."
"I
cannot wait to rejoin them all," she whispered, grinning through the
tears. "Cloud… Aeris… Barret… Even…. Even Sephiroth We can talk about old
times again. Dear Yuffie, and Cid. I wonder if Reeve has a Cait Sith in the
Lifestream? Did Vincent finally find Lucrecia? Ah, Nanaki, I shant be leaving
this place. I feel… this is where I've been called."
"What?!
Tifa? Of course we will be leaving…!"
She smiled
sadly, and shook her head. "Please, I'd like to be alone now… You've encouraged
me all along our journey here, and now I'm tired."
Her
beautiful head lay back against the crystal ground, and she shut her eyes. I
watched for a long time but she made no movement except for breathing. I am
ashamed to admit that watching that display grew quite boring, and I was
finally compelled to leave her to her reverie and slip away on quiet paws
toward the church.
It was hard
not to look back to her, since she had been my best friend and companion since
Meteor had been destroyed. I watched her children and grandchildren grow up and
have families of their own, while I still remained young. My century of winters
saw both war and peace, times of hardship, and times of plenty, yet I still had
one thing that remained to be accomplished; Never once had love come my way. I
was in the prime of my life, approaching an age where I felt compelled to make
something of myself, yet there was nothing for me to do. In this world, I was
alone.
"Sweet
Aeris indeed." My voice was awed as I looked upon the crystal-covered
church. "I've heard so many stories of Midgar, yet none did this place
justice." The door to the church had fallen slightly off its hinges before
it had been compressed into diamond, allowing me entrance. Sun glinted off the
many facets on the floor and around the alter, causing colorful halos to dance
gleefully around like little faeries. As I stood admiring the natural beauty
that had risen from the slum, a chromatic panel caught my eye, one that was
encased in crystal. I could see the stained glass windows right through the
shell of diamond.
"Wha…?"
I wondered out loud, drawing closer to it. It was a physical impossibility. The
window should have become diamond itself, not simply been covered by it.
"It'sss
beautiful, isssn't it? Nexsst time you might want to asssk beforrre you enterrr
somebody'sss home."
The voice
was sweet and musical. Heavily accented, yet perfect in every way. I turned, my
eye scanning the shadows for its source. Nothing.
"Eckk
Rrrwo Ml'Orrr Cssst."
My native
language. Fate has brought you here. Silence reigned for many minutes before
the two red eyes appeared. I was instantly defensive, backing up a ways to
accommodate the fact that whatever was in the shadows was nearly on top of me.
It didn't
attack, merely laughed an alluring chuckle. Silver paws revealed themselves
gracefully, stepping out of the shadows in the likeness that the sun danced
between the crystal facets. I saw her tail then, tipped with a glowing sapphire
flame. She was tattooed in red, swirled with the images of a proud hunter. A
silky black mane covered her neck and back, a color that sorely stood out
against the pureness of the diamond.
"Who
are you?" I asked, my fear successfully quenched, and my interest piqued.
"How did you get into Midgar? The perimeter is sealed."
"Therrre
arrre otherrr waysss," she said, looking up at the giant vines that hung
everywhere. "Many, many waysss, but you, child of the humansss… You arrre,
sshall I sssay… Out of prrracticsse.
"I've
been herrre, in and out, forrr yearsss. I keep the company of the ssspirrritsss
that dwell within. Ssshe's told me about you… The one named Aerrrisss… And…
I've been waiting. I knew you would come."
"Aeris?
You talk to her?" I smiled, stepping forward, closer to her.
"Yesss…
I guarrrd this garrrden. My talent… We all have one… Isss talking to thossse
that have passsed on, into the lifessstrrream. It helpsss them to heal… And
many, many ssspirrritsss that lived herrre needed healing. They werrre thossse
that werrre not rrready to die. The coming of Meteorrr… it took them by
sssurrrprrrissse."
"You
speak as if your task is finished, Mysterious One."
"It
isss, and you may call me Django."
"Django.
These people that died here… They are at rest now?" I looked down at the
floor, noting the perfectly preserved flowerbed beneath my feet. It was as if
it had been encased in ice. I wondered if the people that lived here suffered
the same fate as those flowers.
"They
arrre," She replied. "I am frrree of my tasssk. The ssspirrritsss bid
me farrrewell. They have gone on to become parrrt of the life forcsse of thisss
planet."
I pondered
a while, allowing her to size me up for a time. "I wish to ask you a
question," I finally said. She tilted her head to one side, and nodded
once. "Perhaps you know the answer. Why didn't the very walls themselves
become diamond? Why is it only a shell?"
She laughed
heartily, raising a paw as if to strike. I cowered back a little, expecting a
good cuff upside the head. Instead, she lowered outstretched talons to the floor,
digging a trail of clawmarks within it. Clear shards whipped up into my face.
"It
isss glasss," Django said. "Beautiful, yet brrreakable, jussst asss
we all arrre." She chuckled again, seating herself comfortably before
continuing. "Holy and the Lifessstrrream vaporizssed Meteorrr, and it was
ssso hot, that it fell to the grrround asss molten glasss. At leassst, that
isss what I believe. I wasss not herrre."
"It's
a good theory," I said. "Ah, I could never imagine that glass could
fool me in such a way. It was as beautiful as crystal."
"Beautiful
and frrragile," Django whispered. "They tell me that one named Tifa
hasss joined them."
~*~
She was just as I'd left her, lying
on her back and gazing upwards at the setting sun. Seeing her filled my heart with
a sullen melancholy. I knew she was gone, but from a distance it looked as if
she was only resting; the sun played tricks upon the faceted glass, dancing
around and giving the illusion that she was breathing.
"I do not understand,
Django," I whimpered. The distinct tremble in my voice embarrassed me, as
only a cub would cry as I was crying now now. Django, however, placed a silver
paw on my shoulder, urging me forward. Her fiery eyes were somber now, the ruby
sparkle all but gone, and it hurt me to see her so. I did not understand why
such a beautiful creature should ever have to suffer.
"You mussst go to herrr. You
mussst pay yourrr lassst rrrespectsss. Then we ssshall carrry herrr to the
chapel…"
"The chapel…? Why?" I
blinked my astonishment.
"Go, Nanaki…" She
chuckled gravely. "You will sssee. My time herrre hasss taught me
thingsss…"
How desperately I longed for her to
continue! The sweetness of her voice would surely sooth the bitterness of
Tifa's death, but the silence that fell upon the city of glass was the only
comfort offered. Countless moments passed before I stalked forward on heavy
paws, each footfall hitting the crystal floor with a gentle tick. The bouncing
sunlight served as a curb of sorts, skirting me around the slight rise where
Tifa lay. Hesitation caused the curb to become an impregnable fortress.
Why was I so upset? My mind raced
as I slowly circled - there was no reason for this misery. Tifa had led a
marvelous life, and she had even admitted that she was more than ready to die.
Perhaps it was because she was the last of those that stood on the airship,
Highwind, as Meteor was reduced to a memory? No, it was more than simple
nostalgia. She'd been a friend, and a dear one at that, for many years.
The life of a human… Was it really
nothing? I still looked forward to ten thousand years of life, so ninety years
of human existence should not have mattered.
But it did.
It mattered, just as a single rose
within the thorns matters. The rose's life is short, limited to a single
summer, while the thorns around it live on and on for a long time. Yet even in
that single summer, the rose has such a profound effect. It makes the thorns
beautiful.
Tifa… Aeris, Cloud, Vincent… All of
them… They had been my roses. They had never failed to brighten my life. And
now…
I broke through the fortress,
stepping into the casket of sunlight that had formed around her. To my
surprise, the frailty that had overcome her just before death had vanished, and
though Tifa was still physically aged, her smiling expression conveyed youthful
vigor. Unable to help myself, I gently trailed outstretched claws through her
hair. She was happy, thus, it would be logical for me to feel the same.
I was unable to convey any emotion,
other than remorse, until my eyes fell upon the yellow flower she had firmly
clasped in her hand. Shocked, I looked around for where such a thing may have
come from, but saw only glass.
"That isss the mysssterrry of
thisss plassce." Django approached as if on angels' wings, so silently did
she tread. "All who die herrre are prrresented with a gift. She wasss the
firrrssst sssince Meteorrr ssstrrruck. You arrre the firrrssst live witnesss
besssidesss me, who hasss ssseen it."
"I think… I am sure that I
would like to know more." I touched the petals of the flower, taking care
that I did not harm it.
"Then you ssshould asssissst
me in trrransssporrrting herrr to the churrrch," Django replied, easing
her nose under Tifa's neck. I did likewise, lifting Tifa over my nose and on to
my back. We stood close together with our cargo stretched between us, neither
one willing to admit to the other that we could have each carried her easily
individually. I liked this closeness. It created a warm feeling in my heart
that remained.
It was no wonder, either. She was a
beautiful creature, and I found myself enthralled by her very presence.
Carefully, reverently, I nuzzled under her chin, into the soft black angora fur
that grew there. Instinctively, we both knew that it was a symbol of
acceptance. Personally, I knew that if she drew nearer, she had accepted me as
well.
She came closer then, delicately
coming into contact with my flank. In my elation, I nearly forgot that Django
had yet to show me the funerary rights due to those that had died within
Midgar. It was a confused heart that approached the church then. The structure
rose nearer now, and the sun, now almost vacant from the sky, painted rainbows
around the stained glass. It seemed to be a perfect setting, one with the
beauty due to a dear friend.
We set Tifa down in front of the
alter, and as Django arranged the flower with practiced paws, I was content to
watch from a distance.
After many minutes, those ruby eyes turned upwards.
"Join me…" she said softly, and then she began to hum. At first, the
notes seemed random, and I could not comprehend the melody. After a time,
however, my voice joined in on its own accord, and the song of the Lifestream,
long forgotten by myself, filled the dusky air.
EPILOGUE
"Daddy! DADDY!!!"
It was with some persuasion from my
life-mate that I lifted my head off of my front paws, and glared at the twins.
I couldn't suppress a chuckle; they looked so much like me when I was that age…
ah, the tender age of fifteen summers. It was obvious that they were already
agile, as they bounded over the rocky terrain with ease, but they still had so
much growing to do.
"Daddy! Aeris says you met
Mommy in a big metal city! Izzat true? Huh?" The young one looked at his
sister, and received a rather rude raspberry in response.
" 'Course it's true, y'ol Firetail!"
Aeris turned to me, her lower lip extended in a pitiful pout. "Tifa tol'
me so! Daddy! Tell Hagan that it's true!"
I looked over at our oldest
daughter, who wore a ridiculously silly grin. She shrugged her shoulders
casually while allowing a bit of a chuckle to escape her parted maw.
"Tifa?" My voice held a hint of scolding, but it was hard to remain
angry with her. Our firstborn was as beautiful as her mother, with her eyes,
her build, even the blue flame on her tail. She was a strange, peppered blend
of red and gray fur, and when she moved, the varying colors made her the
likeness of a wildfire. Tifa was just entering her two-hundredth summer, and by
all rights, could have left long ago. Her younger brother, who was seventy-five
years Tifa's junior, had left just last year, and yet Tifa remained. Perhaps it
was a female thing…
"Daddy!!" Aeris,
demanding as ever, hailed my attention again.
"Izzit true?" Hagan
asked, trying to shove Aeris aside.
Django spoke up at last. "It
isss trrrue, my childrrren. Perrrhaps yourrr fatherrr will take you therrre?
Eh, Nanaki?"
I laughed heartily, which drew
confused gazes from the twins. "Ah, I suppose. It is time for you to
stretch your legs, my children. Are you prepared for a good run?"
Aeris and Hagan simply looked at
each other and smiled. They had never yet left Cosmo Canyon and had been
bothering me to take them on their first Age-Journey for several weeks now. It
would be to the exact same place I'd taken Tifa, and then Feral, when he'd come
of age. "It won't be easy, you know! It's very far away! We will have to
cross water, and forests…"
"We'll go!" They answered
in unison, paws stamping the earth in anticipation. The beads and feathers in
their manes jingled as the bounced.
"Will you be okay with our
newborn son, my Flower?"
Django moved her paw aside as I
nuzzled her, to reveal a tiny silver cub. He turned over, and looked up at me
with strange green eyes. He had my father's eyes…
"Sssephirrroth will be
fine," she replied with a purr. "And our daughter will help me take
care of him while you are away."
"Of course I will!" Tifa
nodded, a smile spreading across her maw. "That's what I'm here for!"
"You jussst have a sssafe
trrrip, and hurrry back," Django said. She lowered her nose to Sephiroth's
forehead, and his tiny claws batted at it. He would be a handful one day, just
as his namesake was.
"Let us go, my children,"
I said. "Let us go see where everything began."
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